I am who I am

The Saga Continues.........

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Location: United States

i gave up everything i owned in search for something when i realized it is something i have always had. me....

Sunday, April 15, 2007

to be great is to be misunderstood

Ralph waldo emerson
To be great is to be misunderstood


I hate poetry
it’s like im a prisoner
the shit wont let go of me

it’s like I’m handcuffed to the bed
most of the time I feel like my skin I could shed
blood written words submerged in wood floors
in my four walls smoked out writing poetry, listening to the doors

I aint never wrote a poem that I couldn’t feel
I only write poems to make me heal
I aint never wrote a poem to win a slam
I write poetry because poetry is who I am

I be that dred tottin
ganja smokin
flame spitta

sit back
open ya mind
and lets the words hitcha

to be great is to be misunderstood

I wrote this poem when I was upset
I go to work everyday and I’m still in debt
which means I do what I have to do just to shake shit

I build verses from lines
like my mother fed a family of five on dimes
I can show you a bright future from a dim dark memory
I give you love like you was kin to me even if you my enemy

Monday, August 14, 2006

nightmares scare me in the night out of my sleep
i swear my prayers are quiet as a peep
they sound so loud in a crowded room
yet i'm sleep and my peeps in my head go boom

lost rhythm needs to be gathered
my skin is young yet my soul is tattered
i argue my age to the dust in the sea
beneath me lies over 1 million lies
lies live lives of their own yet the one i've sewn
is thrown around

in my head my peeps go boom
yet out my mouth they make no sound

i'm hear but i'm not sound

not

yet

Friday, August 11, 2006

its been a long time coming but a change is gon come
i been waiting, and praying, with no clue where its coming from
i've been dumb son
i've been some one
i've been something before i know it
i've been somewhere before i know it
i've been
i am changed

Monday, August 07, 2006

I am spending too much time letting others plot out the details of my next move. Too many have too much about too nothing. Everyone has opinions, input, 2 cents, whatever. I have to start planning 3 steps ahead. One for me, one for you, and one for your mouth. So i'm done with checkers, moving onto chess. Knight to 3F. Your move..........